It’s times like these when you should be next to me. Times like these when you should have been here. You used to be so close, now, many miles away. Leaving me with what was once passion, and is now nothing but aches and pains. Only your touch, could ever truly take this pain away, even if as soon as you left, the pain returned. Not a day passes that I don’t think of you, or miss you. You held me together during some of my worst times, and you didn’t run from what you saw. You simply held me closer. Everything I do, reminds me of you. Oh how I long to be held in you familiar, comforting, safe arms. I need you so I am not falling apart. But you had to leave, leave me behind. And now it’s so dark. The darkness is swallowing me, and has been for a while.