I’m afraid for you to leave Because when you’re gone You won’t fit in any of the little picture-frames I’ve built for you in my mind. The edges will be blurry And I’ll be losing part of the picture of you.
I’m afraid for you to leave Because when you’re gone You’ll continue to find all the beautiful new things and you’ll try to shrug away the old. You’re still learning to live; It will hurt too much to keep this fresh.
I’m afraid for you to leave Because when you’re gone I’ll have one less thing that draws me to the hills And the valleys and rivers of home. Now that you too have heard the call To venture from the blanket we’ve woven.
I’m afraid for you to leave Because when you’re gone You’ll find that you can never really come back No matter how much your heart complains. The world is too vast and you’re too young To live amongst the things you love.
I’m afraid for you to leave. I’m afraid, most of all, Because when you’re gone… Despite all the beautiful things that you’ll find And despite all the lessons you’ll learn over time And despite the new loves and new dreams that await And despite the fresh views that new places create And DESPITE that your conscience will blossom and bloom And despite that new life and new love you’ll exhume… I’m afraid of one thing, and it’s breaking my heart To be scared, when you’re daring this brand-new start…
I’m afraid your long glance is the last that I’ll see. I’m afraid that you’ll never come back to find me.
08/17/12
Written for M, and he knows it. This now belongs to him.