my addictions & afflictions,

The decision I need to make
On whether to give up or give in

Just maybe I need to disappear from sight

Melt a bowl
Cracking it back
Just one time
I'm escaping
The reality of my life

I choose to stop this  
Responsibility  of hard work
And
Now I light it up
I get higher
Then the clouds
Distancing myself

From the
that part of me don't think
The parts of me that don't deal no need to speak

Jump straight the hole
Dig deeper now

Cursed by the lies