I walk through school trying to be invisible. Hoping I don't cause any drama or any talk about me. As much as I try I never seem to hide from the people looking for a topic. I cry and my so called friends laugh and look at their phones. I think everyday I could just disappear with no one caring. I go home and cry behind closed doors. I pull out my razor and I make the pain go away. People see my scars and continue on nor caring. I go home and do this all over again. I cut. I bleed. I cry. It starts again.