I write to express
To vent
To get things out my head
I write to relive myself
To feel a pinch of ok.
What I write is not Always heart meaning .
Not every word is 100% meaningful.
I write in the moment.
What I felt last week
Out boredom
I Put random thoughts.
Past thoughts That I just want to let out .
Not everything is current
Not all poems are Official Feelings
I’m used to misery .
So Sad **** it what
il mostly wrote out .
I’m rarely happy, have no motivation
So il rarely write about joy.
My ways are prayed to change
I’m awaiting for hope to someday pass my way.
Untill then
******* and nonsense is what il be talking