Jan 2018
If you leave him, He won’t hurt.
Remember those times he made you tear ?
How you were Alone In the darkness suffering dearly ?
While he cared not one bit about the sadness your having.
How he made you upset & didn’t give a **** ?
Remember being in your room .
Looking at the window hoping he’d apologize, come back to comfort.
You’d stare and stare but not one time did he come through ..
Remember Sitting on your bed.
Hearing music & cheering coming from the outdoors.
Hearing laughter & jokes Passing Through black screen ?
Remember how Depressed you ****** felt.
How he hurt you & left you dying
How he Didn’t even care about the heartaches he kept causing.
Remember how it wasn’t just 1 time.
It was every time you’d fight.
Alone in your room you cried
While he Forget by buzzing Down and having a good time with the ******* & Friends?
How’d you tell him he made you feel so sad.
Hoping he’d come around, you’d hear his car leave instead?
Remember how In every conflict you were the only one to be left unhappy.
After a fight you’d go home and over think .
While he went out to parties & Drink
If you leave, he’d just go back to being him.
The same person he was.
**** has never changed with him.
I’m always suffering while he goes out to enjoy the night.
He will always end up not giving a ****.
While You drown in the hurtful things that went on.
So baby girl Don’t worry.
If you leave , don’t feel sorry.
Don’t look back at him or feel bad for what’s happening.
If he cries or looks broken
Don’t turn back , just like he didn’t.
Because like always He goes to his parties and Talks about bitchs, fast cars and money .
He’s always shown how much he really cares About you .
Never once has he corrected his wrong , he’s the fault & still plays the victim .
Never once did he Feel the pain that I felt and Still left with.
So don’t worry baby.
If you leave , he’d be grateful & still live on free. Only more better , since your no longer there.
He can now enjoy the life of the dearest **** boy he longed for .
To be honest, that’s what Crushes me .
Knowing when I leave he’d go back to the things that damaged me.
To the things that left me scars & worthless memories.
To go back to the person who broke my heart.
All those reasons are what lead me to finally realize I was to good of a girl. I’m too good to be his.
I’m too special for anyone
Because I have morals and Stay faithful & loyal
Remember those times he made you tear ?
How you were Alone In the darkness suffering dearly ?
While he cared not one bit about the sadness your having.
How he made you upset & didn’t give a **** ?
Remember being in your room .
Looking at the window hoping he’d apologize, come back to comfort.
You’d stare and stare but not one time did he come through ..
Remember Sitting on your bed.
Hearing music & cheering coming from the outdoors.
Hearing laughter & jokes Passing Through black screen ?
Remember how Depressed you ****** felt.
How he hurt you & left you dying
How he Didn’t even care about the heartaches he kept causing.
Remember how it wasn’t just 1 time.
It was every time you’d fight.
Alone in your room you cried
While he Forget by buzzing Down and having a good time with the ******* & Friends?
How’d you tell him he made you feel so sad.
Hoping he’d come around, you’d hear his car leave instead?
Remember how In every conflict you were the only one to be left unhappy.
After a fight you’d go home and over think .
While he went out to parties & Drink
If you leave, he’d just go back to being him.
The same person he was.
**** has never changed with him.
I’m always suffering while he goes out to enjoy the night.
He will always end up not giving a ****.
While You drown in the hurtful things that went on.
So baby girl Don’t worry.
If you leave , don’t feel sorry.
Don’t look back at him or feel bad for what’s happening.
If he cries or looks broken
Don’t turn back , just like he didn’t.
Because like always He goes to his parties and Talks about bitchs, fast cars and money .
He’s always shown how much he really cares About you .
Never once has he corrected his wrong , he’s the fault & still plays the victim .
Never once did he Feel the pain that I felt and Still left with.
So don’t worry baby.
If you leave , he’d be grateful & still live on free. Only more better , since your no longer there.
He can now enjoy the life of the dearest **** boy he longed for .
To be honest, that’s what Crushes me .
Knowing when I leave he’d go back to the things that damaged me.
To the things that left me scars & worthless memories.
To go back to the person who broke my heart.
All those reasons are what lead me to finally realize I was to good of a girl. I’m too good to be his.
I’m too special for anyone
Because I have morals and Stay faithful & loyal
