You ever sat on a couch or a chair In a room you've been in before Maybe even your very own house Surrounded by laughter and music While the aroma of joy and food fills the air People talk, or you do some talking And nothing is wrong in the world.
You ever been in this moment But just want to disappear Because you're suffocating in yourself And why should you deserve fresh air to breathe When plenty of Angels in this world Deserve so much more than your demonic self?
So smile And laugh And eat And dance And talk And put up with your happy life Because you're a fΓΌcking monster for wanting more.
Self talk I sometimes get myself into. Im ok, just going through some life changes that's more heartbreaking than I originally thought it'd be