you played me like one of your toys and left me among your trophies on your shelves, just for show. I want to warn people about your dangerous eyes, the way they pierced into my soul and allowed me to lose myself in you. the way you fed me with all these memories of your face and your smile, just to leave me, stuck, with these reminiscence of you.

although you hurt me in ways no one could,
we grew into people we never imagined we would become.
for good or for bad, we built each other up, and tore each other down.

the sole difference between us,
is that i thank you for what you've done to me
while you think I would do anything to spite you.
another difference is that
you built me up, tore me down and left me broken,
while I make sure that you're okay.

the thing is
that
I'll always care.
Even in 42 days, or 289 days
I will always care for you
and thank you for what you've done to me/
When I said the word
endlessly
to you,
I meant it
..
I always will.