I know how it feels to have it all
I know how it feels to feel so tall
I know how it feels to be indestructible,
And I know how it feels to be loved.
I know how it feels to lose it all
I know how it feels to be lost
I know how it feels to be lonely
And I know now how the blackest void feels like.
I just want to be able to say that I'm fine,
Without having to hid my feelings behind blinds.
I just want to be able to hold someone,
Without having the fear of them leaving me.
I just want, for once in my life, to have happiness with me,
Without having to sacrifice a piece of me.