I’m here.
I just shed a tear.
Il Be Fine
It was caused by a line
I’m still lying
I know deep in me I won’t be fine.
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I say I’m Tired
The Addict life i Want to retire
I say I hate this
I write about regret everyday
I cry & Type I’m Helpless
Of how fed up I’m with
this dope ****.
I Confirm it’s not true happiness
I don’t feel good , I feel worse
And say I don’t truly love it.
I Clarify I don’t have fun nor do I enjoy it.
Rewrite about the way it’s not fantastic, I don’t feel Great.
I’m an addict.
I use drugs to run from **** & deal with nothing .
I don’t pop pills to have fun like raves & parties.
I don’t do lines to spend Good vibes
with Friends..
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I Repeat it’s not enjoyable
How I want to travel back & never encounter.
Why am I always contradicting then ?