I don’t feel bad at the thought. I don’t feel bad at the start.. I don’t feel bad Through Out The time. I’m not bothered or saddened I start to feel bad When something’s amusing & I can’t giggle. I start to feel bad when im At a fun setting and I can’t enjoy it. I start to feel bad when people around me are having fun and I can’t feel nothing. I don’t feel Disappointed when I’m buying it. I feel guilty when I’ve consumed because I’m tired of this ****. I feel weak when I’m high on **** I feel pathetic because I can’t solve my things. I’m a Coward Fo Doing Drugs. I’m a fool for Avoiding my consequences. I’m so stupid for letting this get to me. I get so upset at relapsing yet all I want to do is dose up again. I hate to want it, I’m angered That’s my surroundings