If I Use
Tears Appear in the eyes.
Disappointment sinkins the heart.
Love, Turns to Anger & frustration.
A thousand thoughts create As you breath heavily.
Speechless, you weaken.
Clueless on what to do next.
words Blur Out ..
“How could You?” “I can’t believe this” “ are you happy? You must be” “look at you fool! Pathetic “
“I’m tired of your ****” .
So upset , I’m Looked as the enemy.
So hurt, I’m Looked as the Bad Guy.
So Disappointed, you want me out.
So furious, I’m seen as a mistake.
I’m Careless In your brain.
I’m evil and Cruel.
How could you use? Abused the ones around you.
We are the victims !
Apologies allowed to only you ..
I’m the Villain, I’m the bad one.
I did wrong , I sinned strong.
As if I purposely fell ..
like scribbling on walls.
Why do you think I want to do this?
Yes I planned. I chose. I proceeded.
I don’t want to deal with My reality
I want to escape everything
& start over.