I Don’t Want this life.
I’m tired of coming back..
I don’t want to be sad.
I don’t want to feel less .
I don’t like to go numb then return feeling 2x worse.
Yes , I Say I want to be on.
I talk about dope like it’s my love.
I write about feeling nothing & Getting on my level till I drop.
Believe me when I say it’s not the life I truly want .
I want to live and smile.
On Dope I can’t even laugh .
What is it that keeps me dreaming
The First High feeling, lifting off the first few minutes.
It all changes after that.
I get stuck trying to feel amazing
I lose track of time feeling nothing but frustration.
Sitting Down Focused on The glass pipe.
I don’t want to hit this Nomore