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Jan 2018
I Loved You For So Long.
The loves been Tough.
I don’t blame You For The Past.
You Were Doing You
& I was dumb.
You Said many harsh Things
I was Stupid agreed and stayed on.
You made it clear You don’t Care about me
Or will ever want a future.
I still Followed You With My Crushed Heart.
I Seen Your Ways ,
I cried But still stayed.
I seen You liked to play games, witnessing all I Remained Your
#1 cheerleader
& Cheering You On.
Knowing I Wasn’t the only one
, I still Dragged my Broken heart Where ever You Gone.
It’s not your fault,
It’s mine
For still Walking behind you knowing That All the texts about being the only girl as your friend was a lie.
Every sweet thing you told me have already been Said to those before me.
I Should have left and not
chased on .
My fear Of never loving was displaying live Everyday.
I’m the stupid one for believing you’d be faithful and change.
When I witnessed the Cheater.
I Witnessed Your games.
I Decided to Dedicate All my time to you.
Knowing it was not mutual.
Everything I Experienced in our relationship
I Should have been known.
I should have been Guessed I was just going to get my heart broken. You destroyed me as friends.
Fool to believe Becoming your gf was Going To Stop my Doubts .
It all worsen. I let it happen.
I seen your characteristics before hand. I’m the biggest fool.
I’m always hurting because you still don’t stop hurting me.
What a fool of me to Always
Feel Unhappy.
When i already known what I was getting myself into .
It’s my fault I’m more miserable. Everyday I wait on your next
“I’m sorry babe” text.
How silly of me.
PEARL SMOKE
Written by
PEARL SMOKE  23/F/los Angeles
(23/F/los Angeles)   
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