I Relapsed.
I Am Not Going To Apologize..
I will Not Say Sorry.
i didn't let You down.
Don't feel Dissapointed or Angry.
I Did NOT FAIL YOU.
You don't have A Reason To Say "You let me down" or any phrase in that catargory .
Don't Try to Argue With me.
You did not play any roll in Helping me accomblish my 2 1/2 Year Sobriety.  
Do not attempt to lecture me.
I'm Not looking For Forgiviness.
I'm Hurting So Bad.
All I Want is Real love
Support , Comfort And a hug.
You Don't know what it's like.
All You See is "She did **** again"
There's A big Story to it.
Many emotions and Complications.
I'm struggling So Bad.
I just want happiness