I listen to your view. About all those that has hurt you. And I truly wants to advise you. That you hold apart of the blame too.
You chase after those lost souls. That used and abuse you for their purpose. And if given another chance. You still be playing that role.
You a fool by choice.
You don't listen to your mind. It advise you honestly with truth. Then you afraid of what others might say about you.
You a fool by choice.
Notice that friends sometimes are worse. They place you in situation that only gets worst. Except, what you think is sincerity? Is a friend with desperate needs.
You fool by choice.
Make up your mind. To leave depression and stress behind. It's only dragging you down.