today i’m a little bit more sad that yesterday the pain of the missing person i won’t see sinks into me so used to having them by my side whenever i call not having them here makes me feel ten times as weak as i am strong i want to hold his hand and feel his touch but the fact that we’re kids puts a wall between us and the time that we spend with other people limits the time that we have to ourselves holding on until he is back is all i can do i’ll wait day and night just to hear his “i love you”