after months of silence, a heartfelt laugh sounded like a gunshot.
loud, obnoxious, almost psychotic when i let it out. loud, obnoxious, almost psychotic when the silence that came after weighed me down like it always has done
silence can be deafening too
29.12.17 / 22.42 / squeezed my eyes so tight that when i managed to open them, everyone was gone