i don’t know how to feel when i talk to you obviously there isn’t a right or wrong but sometimes i wish there was
it’s odd because often times i’ll feel guilty when you show me any form of kindness i worry you feel forced i try to comfort myself and believe it’s irrational but
i always feel this slimy flame creep the length of my spine it crawls from my spine to the base of my neck it’s grip strengthens, the heat it might be suffocating me but in some poetic and artful manner
as i begin to burn my hair has been set ablaze! i contemplate the brevity of my existence my eyes have become unbearably hot! i ruminate on all of what was and what could have been my entire body has become entangled with restless heat!
as the light fades it is light that has overtaken me
in my fleeting moments i realize that i am lucky because to burn because of you, is a pleasure