Right now I want a Hit. Get so lit that I don’t plan on coming home . Right now I want a ****. Feel my brain Shiver and Numb Myself completely. Right now I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to dwell & think. Just for a minute I want to escape. Right now I want to run away . Pack my **** and get High quickly so I won’t feel guilt or ashamed. I want to Go in my own world. Where I don’t need anything because on drugs I don’t care if I’m left lonely.