Is It even worth it.
Staying sober ?
I’m Beginning to lose the little faith I have towards wanting Sobriety.
What Would You lose if You Use.
No wait, Better question.
What are you gaining ?
What are you Accomplishing by holding back ? Is it pride ? What are you benefiting by feeling good that you said no to drugs.
All I see is Double tears.
The problems unresolved and adding it to the list of things Dwell on .
Refusing to use keeps you in the Same place. Sad, hurt Your feeling.
Using Removes You away from All Negative As long as you Stay.
Wether you refuse or use at the end of the day The problems never Go away.
When You Deny To Relapse your only making your family happy but your Still Sadden.
But When You Do Give In
Your escaping reality for Only a moment but at least it makes you feel better. Your family will be angry but why care ? Staying sober isn’t moving you anywhere.
Your Being good to please others.
Think about yourself & question if you got something you wanted out of it.
You have nothing going for you In life. Why Not just go back to Your habit ? It gave you something to do in your life. It kept you moving Instead if Sitting home lonely crying.
Drugs are bad yes, but when your high you don’t even care. Compared to being sober and noticing The reality of your ****** no life self.
Die sober and Unhappy
Die High and Unaware