I wish this made sense
Wish everything
Would stop feeling
So incomplete
So empty
Because for once
In my life
I want to smile
I want to laugh
I want to feel joy
And know
It's because life is okay
I desire the sun to sooth me
Like the cloudy days do now
I live in and out
Of the darkness
But now
All I wish
Is to pretend
Like the darkness doesn't exist
And Just Feel
Just Be Happy.