It hit me through the arteries
She tore apart my heart 
Yeah beat me up 
Girl keep shaking up my world 
Girl keep breaking me in half as well
Cuz I love the pain, the hurt
The situation grows worse
Baby chew me up, spit me out 
I'm committed to being the victim 
But we can switch places
I'll crush you to dust 
You won't rise up
I'm far from done
Smart but dumb
For sticking with you
But your addictive 
Your my drug
I can never get enough
I like it when she gets rough
This **** it gets tough 
And yeah it gets hard
I try to leave, but I keep going back
I see the reflection 
through the mirror crack 
I take a step back 
Rearrange the situation 
Make another observation
On the monster, I've created
I gotta let it go,
Before it goes too far 
This relationship it's been pushed to the edge 
If we take it any further will fall off the ledge
This is my last pledge
No more depression, no more pills
I'm walking away before more blood is spilt.

©2017 Written By Benji James