i'm mad

you didn't choose me

i should've tried harder to be

i shouldn't be the one on my knees

i'm mad

you chose them

they were there for you; but i wasn't there not because i decided to

i'm mad

they bring you out a lot

they can meet you everyday while i'm stuck in training - to be better at my career

i'm sad

i should've tried harder

should've found ways for us to be together

i'm sad

they can be with you every second of the day


while im stuck here in a training course where i'm forced to stay

but i'm glad

that you were finally able to choose

even though it meant that i had to lose