Staring at every strand of noodle in my plate as it swirls around my fork that's the best I can do here with you, all of you so pretentious you so self obsessed you erasing the thin line between insults and fun you, the ever so cocksmart, you waiting for time to pass by one millisecond at a time raising my spoon, slowly, doing injustice to its destiny of fulfilling the tongues it touches gulp I can feel it, whole lowering down my throat, part by part being pulled down, like me by you and down it goes while I play with the next strand around the daunting fork.
Back from a torturous dinner with friends. Only a fraction of my feelings.