goodbyes are hard to say because we never know when it is our last
your breathy voice whispers it's last message "final farewell"-- and before we know it you've committed to something that would scar us
your angelic face fade into death forever leaving me in bitter tears because we never treated you right like a human
seeing you lifeless a crushed rose with poison in you wilted stem tears my heart into broken glass tunes my words into broken blues turns my writing into broken poetry and all i can think about is
my sorrow i'm speaking for everyone when i say i'm sorry that it's our fault such an angel has left the earth that you were driven to your pain leaving us to all cry for you knowing we would never see you
i speak for everyone when i say sorry we love you--
KIM JONGHYUN
december 18th is a painful day that will forever be imprinted in my heart. it was the day we had to say goodbye to our beautiful singer, Kim Jong Hyun. it marks the day that he gave himself to depression. it marks the day that all shawols come together to cry together. most importantly, it marks the day of our mistake, as shinee's world, we failed to support him, and give him enough love. all we can do is mourn. now all we can do is pass roses over kim jonghyun's memory. death is painful