Opening my mind so wide That everything inside spills out Realities are torn in two In unifying ego doubt That what I seek within, without Is merely an illusory conclusion To this happiness delusion In a coalescent rift I feel it shifting From my body to the universe Diverse in its expansive, awesome infinitely gifted curse In me and you and Earth exists Now after life is meaningless Except something of nothingness Where my amorphous satellite Of consciousness remains in flight