I'm pounding on walls
trying to get in
trying to get out
I don't know

All the lies I said
come back to me
when I sleep
as dreams

The truth seems
to evaporate into
the clouds
floating
somewhere
I'll never go

The vivid world
I only know the lucid

I seem to live
inside my computer screen
programming myself
to be happy

I visit Death at noon
we talk about
my heavy soul
that isn't easy to hold
it's too raw

I keep myself
in projections

I'll soon leave
midway between
reality and dreams