Today you looked me in the eye and told me I'd never understand. Today you said oh please you're not depressed, you're just sad. Today you said you can't help it and it's out of your control. But what I didn't tell you was honey don't I know. Were you there when I was slowly falling apart? Of how about the time I was crying over a broken heart? Better yet where were you when all I could feel was numbness? Where were you when all I had was emptiness in abundance? You don't know a thing, yet you still came to your judgements The difference between you and me, And the thing you fail to see, While youβre out here looking for attention I choose to battle mine silently.