She makes me feel out of body Somewhere else but somewhere lovely So many times I wish I stayed But everytime I walk away Don’t know why I act these ways Just another ruined day But every time I look and see Somebody else is taunting me It’s not me my intentions are pure But it’s my ego and I can’t ignore Everything I’ve been raised to be Has brought me to this mistake Selfish, controlling, psychotic I just don’t know if I can’t handle it myself I need someone here to help me out But everyone’s been pushed away Day is gloomy, dark, not gay Just do not know what to say