Anxious to succeed but set up to fail Gave his all always on call done with it all Use to care got told all my flaws Wasn't good enough always treated bad Made it tough burnt out not fun anymore The positive side still pursuing love and passion Not you but my own person living my life Writing takes the away the frustration Let my negative blow away with the wind Being me over the gunk and feeling unworthy Loved my job but it's not what I want to be doing Cleaned up my act trying to get motivated make a comeback Tell my stories and create stopped because a fake friend knocked it put pressure on my skills made it feel wrong and *****.