As it approaches 10 PM I put the world on hold I log out of everything Switch on a song where They warble and talk about Love and it's frailty I reach over to my mobile Select 'Switch Off' from The various options Lights seem too harsh now Something in my heart squeezes My stomach tingles Briefly I wonder why I feel this pain Today was a perfectly alright day
As I open a window and start typing Trying to vent this clenching This horrific, cancerous pain Hoping that it'll be enough for me to Hold on for another night Enough to keep the nightmares away Just for one more night Now my very body protests Against the thought of school tomorrow It'd like one day, a whole day Spent sleeping on it's back, looking up Up and away, where the clouds are, The setting sun and the stars now The moon shining bright Nothing but a cool breeze and a hammock That nestles me for one whole day No calls, no noise Simply, the sound of silence Whispering in my ears
A lot of contradictory lines, but it made perfect sense in my head.