I have no time to be sad.
There are school works,
I have to be a functioning human.

I have no time for drama.
There's too much of that in my life.
It is evident, it is rife.

I have no time for emotions or whatsoever in general
I still have a lot of things to do,
I don't want it to be affected
It only brings pain and melancholy.
I've had to much of that.

Because I am a coward and I'm afraid to be hurt,
I forgot how to feel emotions
And instead felt numbness.