Stuck in the moment Choking Breathing, or not, undisclosed Mute, screaming You, listen to me That is not me, now that, is me, that is my friend, now that is me, again, stop, STOP Clapperclawing the air Heart, wailing to be ceased Or at being ceased(mine?) Eyes struggling for meaning Amidst entailing Begging to be opened Or at least, spiflicated mercifully Unknown faces, yet all seen Please, before I wake Help me out of this bad dream