Why? As my world falls apart, Why does my skin crave to be Torn apart? Avoidance is how, Noises I deal with, Busy it. Bizit, Bull sh*. But I don't swear. Where is this all coming from?? I feel lost in darkness, Blinded by a bright light, Alone in a crowd, Crowded in my own mind. When will the ants crawling all over my skin leave? I. Feel. Less. Than. Human.