I wish it were easier
For me to feel loved and strong
Steadfast in my resilience
Present in the moment
The hardships, the beauty, the ease
Grounded into the earth.

But I'm not quite sure what I believe in anymore
I know I gotta pace myself
So I think and strive to be
More aware
Of my late nights
My drinking habits
Allowing myself to be open
Carefree
Loved.

It is nearly time for bed
The quietest part of my day.