maybe you were right
maybe some day I will forget to care
and maybe some day I will break beyond repair
some day I will forget what wanting to be alive feels like
I'll forget to remind you that I'm not going anywhere
but I'll remind you not to worry about me
I will thank you for being one of the only lovely things in life
and I'll tell you to carry on despite my absence
some day I won't come back
and I wil no longer be able to tell you what you mean to me
I won't be able to hug you
I won't be able to kiss you
I won't be able to talk
and I will be far away somewhere just short of death
and I won't care about a thing at all
because you all broke me
you took all the good left in me
an now I'm empty
as long as you can smile, I can let you go for good
but please know that it was you that put the gun to my head
but it was me that pulled the trigger.