Maybe I over indulge on Tv, sleep, and food because I'm lonely.
Lonely; a word that has come up in my life a lot recently.
I like to spend time by myself, I'm an introvert so that comes naturally.
But I'm missing the one person I would drop plans with myself to go see instead.
I've done that all my life.
In high school I would leave my friends just to go cruise around and smoke a bowl even for five minutes.
The only person that has my sense of humor because we have the same laugh.
Someone I have gone to for everything and expected them to do the same.
I'm sure she has her reasons but I just miss my sister.