It's one of those days again
The day where I want to cause pain
I want to feel the blade run down my wrists
I want to feel the liquid down my arms
I want to see the red
The pain will be long lasting
And everyone will see the scars
But it would be worth it
For a bit
But at the same time
I would regret it
I would cry and want to forget
But in the moment
I would only want the pain.