A boys Greatest Wish

I want to die,
and leave this bad world behind.
however i am no man to take the jump.
if i leave for a better place,
what would make me different.
What would make me stand out from
everybody else.

you see i crave for dead
a wish that could never be.
i am soon to be a father
a child that will need me.

The word "need" is what feeds me
the willpower to keep going.
to put on that fake smile to make
everybody think that i am the one,
who can pull throught this war.

A war that will keep counting its
deaths. a war that we cannot stop.
i want to die, but if i die i would be nomore
than a unmarked grave.

A Forgotten Sole

Ryan Devery
30/11/2017