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Aug 2012
I watched you lying there
blinking and moving slowly—
like someone only just stirring from a pleasant dream
you looked at me, peaceful as always
I asked
                (who? I do not know; but I asked,)
“She’s really dead, isn’t she?”
the devastation ringing clearly in my words,
yet there was a calmness surrounding it all
perhaps disconnected, but at least my voice stayed steady.
I walked to you
and embraced you.
you squeezed me back
your arms were cold
a natural cold, not the cold I felt on that day.
we just sat there.  still hugging.
stretching the moment as long as the universe would allow us
as I squeezed you closer, you let out a small burp
it was so you, I couldn’t help but smile
the small sound left an aching that echoed
through my entire being
I held you close and spoke softly, but with an unfamiliar intensity
into your ear,
“I love you
                                so
                                                much,
                                                                Allie.”
and with that I released you
I felt you fade away
slipping out of my grasp
and at that moment,
I awoke with tears quietly streaming down my face
at the realization that I will never again
be able to touch you,
or see your smiling face
without the help of my weak, imperfect memory
because you are gone from me,
gone from everything.
Kayleigh Rose
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