I lie awake... visions haunt my altered mind.

& I think... of days before my stolen life.

& I scream... I wish to God that I could cry.

A twisted mangled mesh of wires hiding neath my man made skin.

Liquid filled electric pulse the half of me that lies within.

The other half will fade away as nature runs her course.

My nightmare though will never end I'm made to live by force.