you are a ****, she said she she she she said, *you are a ****. i have scraped knees and a quickly bruising elbow, a finger to my lips and a dinosaur washrag dripping onto my thigh. but, grandma, she said- there is a calming, silencing tone to the thumb wiping my face clean, a soft smile. even gardeners mistake the new, stray trees on their fence lines sometimes, meg.
11/10/17 -- from my journal
my grandma told me this story the other day, when i came to her with some self doubt. she told me to "always be a tree even if you aren't supposed to be one."