I might delete this account eventually.
I went back and deleted every piece of garbage poem I wrote in the last year.
They ******.
I'm not good.
I don't know what happened.
But I'm pretty upset because for 20 years all I wanted to do was be a writer.
And now 2 years later everything I put out on here is stupid and not even any kind of writing, it's more of a diary entry.
I'm not good at anything and that is what ***** the most.
I don't have a "thing" anymore.