Now im back back in this hole she put me in and she thinks that its all my fault but i promise i wont let her let her push me out of my friends lives and she sais i made her feel worthless that i go around telling telling everybody that she broke my heart well good because its all her fault and now she thinks thinks im talking behind her back and she calls me names and talks behind my back now and now she hates me and i love her and its sad but she sais that shell **** me that she will get me but i say guess what id probably put a gun in my mouth before before she could even touch me and i hate it though i hate that i love her because she continues continues to torture me but i wont let her destroy me again ill be happy when i get out now and then ill be happy but now were back to the begining its just a feeling and no one knows yet but just because they cant feel it to doesnt mean that you have to forget pick a star on the dark horrizon and follow the light but i promise i swear ill be happy again :)