I really do care for you, but these feelings you make me feel. They are painful, they frustrate me, and slowly crush me. When you smile, my heart skips beats. Why cant you just hold me, please love me? You speak but I can't listen. Look at my actions, cant you see, i need you... I'll breath but I feel like i'm drowning, your word keep me afloat now, but later, other words can drown me. My emotions that i buried bubble and fester, they tell me i'm not good enough for you. When you look at other girls i cant help but hurt, i'm sorry if i'm annoying you, i cant help it..... I've fallen in love. But if i love you, then why does some part of me hate you?