hello?
are you still there?
i heard you're leaving soon
and i wanted to apologize
while i can still reach you

let me begin by saying
i wasn't faking it
i really truly hated you
but i'm sorry for everything
i did in retaliation

i shouldn't have let myself
push the boundaries
scream so much
but let's be honest
i was too shy to actually scream to your face

i remember the times
you started yelling at me
because i did something stupid
i got defensive
but who wouldn't be?

i should've learned my lesson
but i let pride blind me
i'm sorry for that
now i hope
i've learned my lesson

i just assumed everything
was out of spite
that you hated me too
but know i know you cared
and i hope others will understand that too

so i'm sorry
for the things that i did
for the angry poems i wrote
i'm sorry for everything
and i hope you forgive me