Nov 2017
The most confusing line she gave him was I'm not ready to be in a relationship. He didn't mind he did respect her and took her feelings into consideration. He had no problem being friends or whatever their situation was. The thing that blew his mind was a week later she was in a relationship with someone else. He understood and respected he was the one but this was a slap in the face. From crush to lust one moment she would smother him with affect next she wouldn't acknowledge him look at him numb like they never had a past or history a blank stare that was life less. Their connection has a spark full of charge that gave energy full of life.
He did love this girl but she was not the one, she didn't feel the same he was one of many. Seeing her with another guy angered him but she was never his and never wanted to be part of his world. She had other plans that did not include our confused friend. They would depart she went through many relationships she was his girl but she was always with someone else. He did not date but once he did she would comeback into the picture. He wanted to be with her but he was with someone else he couldn't give it up it could he? Was this his opportunity would he go back or would he stay. He was a loyal and faithful person so he stayed with his current partner. She would throw her monkey wrench into his mind. The thoughts of what if or should I could I many questions bubbling brewing in the back of his mind.
He let go of the past moved on continued to move forward but her wrench would cause jealousy with his new partner making things more defective.
This would ruin his happiness but once it ended she would end up with someone new leaving him alone once again. He took time being single because it got to him he lost track of who he was figuring out what he truly wanted. Time would pass he would pursue his career and focus on his health. A friend would call are you going to the wedding? He would ask who's wedding?? Your good friends!! He said no and he was not invited after hearing that he was free the death grip on his heart was release pressure was gone. He was feeling like himself the burden no longer consumed him.
He did love this girl but she was not the one, she didn't feel the same he was one of many. Seeing her with another guy angered him but she was never his and never wanted to be part of his world. She had other plans that did not include our confused friend. They would depart she went through many relationships she was his girl but she was always with someone else. He did not date but once he did she would comeback into the picture. He wanted to be with her but he was with someone else he couldn't give it up it could he? Was this his opportunity would he go back or would he stay. He was a loyal and faithful person so he stayed with his current partner. She would throw her monkey wrench into his mind. The thoughts of what if or should I could I many questions bubbling brewing in the back of his mind.
He let go of the past moved on continued to move forward but her wrench would cause jealousy with his new partner making things more defective.
This would ruin his happiness but once it ended she would end up with someone new leaving him alone once again. He took time being single because it got to him he lost track of who he was figuring out what he truly wanted. Time would pass he would pursue his career and focus on his health. A friend would call are you going to the wedding? He would ask who's wedding?? Your good friends!! He said no and he was not invited after hearing that he was free the death grip on his heart was release pressure was gone. He was feeling like himself the burden no longer consumed him.
