Into her arms I have fallen once more
The lover of my childhood.,
The safety net that nurses me,
I swallow in the breath of her
Burn my throat,
Make me feel the emptiness.
The pain that I endure to forgive myself,
My misdeeds,
My birth.
In the newness of this rapture I bathe,
In exquisite release,
Knowing too well the spiral
To follow.
Reckless I wander further into her,
One more sip of my demons to out run you all.
The truth be told that a false happiness,
Betters a real misery.