it's not the same the crawling across my brain it's darker this time more than it was before it's slower moving now with a much darker score I can't find the direction I'm a sore soul searching running through barbed wire I want to shed this skin and set it on fire or just re-wire find a way back to "start" where the breathing isn't heavy and there's no weight on my heart I'm screaming through art that not many people read it's okay it's not something I need I'm not translating I'm bleeding